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“It’s meditation,” she insists. “Buddhists use breathing. I use a diaper and a rattle. Same goal: turning off the ego and the anxiety.”

First, she changes. The jeans go away, replaced by a onesie printed with frogs and a pair of thick, crinkly diapers. “The crinkle is the trigger,” she explains. “As soon as I hear that sound, my shoulders drop from my ears.” nikki abdl

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This is Nikki’s “little space.” And for years, she was terrified anyone would find out. “It’s meditation,” she insists