My Wife Is Upstairs Serena Hill //free\\ | VALIDATED |

Upstairs: the soft creak of the floorboard outside the nursery, even though the nursery has been a guest room for three years. Upstairs: the faint scent of the lavender shampoo she stopped using last October, now replaced by something clinical and unscented. Upstairs: the low murmur of a television playing a black-and-white movie she’s already seen a dozen times. She watches the same endings because beginnings have become too unpredictable.

I sit on the couch. The coffee cup beside me is cold. The novel in my lap hasn’t turned a page in an hour. This is the geography of our marriage now—vertical, stratified. She occupies the altitude of grief, and I occupy the basement of patience. There is a staircase between us. Seventeen steps. Each one a negotiation. my wife is upstairs serena hill

My wife is upstairs, Serena Hill.